on 15th February, fayyad happy sngad cause dpat brak2 ngan die. fayyad snggup abis an kredit fayyad semata2 tuk spend time tlking with him. but after a while, tetibe die sket an hati fayyad. rasa pedih sngad hati nie. fayyad mmang sedih sngad time tue. he said :
" syg, bie na pndah auw ! pndah kajang. tnggal ngan abgg kat sane. so, nnt syg jage laa diri bek2. oke ? tp msti syg suke an ? bleh syg wat bnde yg b ta suke blkang b. emm, ta pe laa. sape laa kite kat hati syg an ? "
fayyad ta bleh accept pe yg die ckap kat fayyad. sket sngad hati nie. smpi hati die ckap yg fayyad suke die pndah sbb bleh laa fayyad wat bnde yg die lrang. sape suke orgg yg kite sygg pegi jauh dari kite ? btul ta ? fayyad ta bleh trime bilee die ckap die na pndah. then, die sket an hati fayyad. ag laa fayyad ta bleh trime. fayyad mnangis dlm tepon. die dngar je fayyad mnangis. die ta pujuk pun fayyad. die bleh ketawa plax tue. fayyad ta tahan sngad. so, fayyad letak gagang.
fayyad cried after that. fayyad told my teddy bear, fayrul, what happened. he's by my side that time. I cried as hard as I can. it very paintful. then, a few later, a message come in. its from him. he said :
" syg, asal nie ? "
I ignored it. then, a few seconds he texted me again :
" syg, bie mntak maap but bie na taye. syg suke ke if bie wat cam td ? "
I ignored it again. of course laa Juliet ta sukee. sape sukee an ? diri disakiti oleh orgg yg pling kite sygg. then, kite cube save the relationship, but disakiti smpi cmnie. mcam ta dhargai.
1day, fayyad tnggu die pujuk Juliet tp die lngsung ta text or coll pun. fayyad sabar je.
-to be continued-
