my dear, i really love you. do you ? why you don't tell me truth me before this ? why now ? why you lied to me ? even you lied to me, and its really hurt me inside and it make me hate you. but i never stop from loving you. it will always grow. and it will never stop. even there is other people who love you the same way as me and you hurt me many time, this feelings will never stop from growing. dear, i know mybe i had made many mistakes to you before this. but please, i can't stand it anymore. i just wanna hug you and tell you how i love, hate and miss you ! please, be my side now ! i need you now ! please, calm me down. only you can make me calm. please, give me your hug and smile to calm me down.

you, syzrul>33