It's already been 3 weeks and 4 days since I asked you to let me go. And I still can't forget you. Yes, it's hard. And you never ask or think about it. All you think of is yourself. How could you do this to me ? I run away from you when you come closer, far far way from you. Then, I refused to message or calling you. But you never care.
Yes, I still can't forget you. Are you satisfied now ? Can you just once call me and asked why ? And make me happy and smile again ? Just once. Its' true that is complicated to forget you.
But you don't even care. All you do is watch and said ' Thank you for everything ' and ' I'm sorry '. That all ! I really hate you ! HATE, HATE, HATE ! But even I said that I hate you, but my feelings towards you cannot change. Its will always love. Even its hurt so many times. Because of YOU !
I don't want to force you to love me back. You deserve to find to find other person who better than me. And a person who you love. I just want to see you gain the happiness that you always wanted. Just let me like this. Thinking about you, again and again. I'm sorry. It is complicated.
In my head, I don't want to live anymore. I'm sorry because yes, I can't forget you. So, all I do is cry, and cry. Every day, every night. I'm sorry.