I thought I can forget you, but I'm wrong. The truth is I still can't forget you. Why ? You already hurt me too much. I just can't, can't ! Arghh ! Today, I cried again because of you. Yes ! I been defeated. Because still can't forget about you. It's painful. Please, God ! Take me. I just can't stand anymore. Its like there a hole in my chest. I cried for the pain that I felt. And everything. But why I still thinking about you even you done many things that hurt my feelings ? And I always ask myself, do you thinking of me too ? Never mind. It's okay. I don't mind. I just want to see you happy. Let me felt it. And I hope that I day, I will be strong enough to face it. Dear God, please help me.