It been almost a week I cried every night for the stupid things that I regret so much. Damn it, sometimes I just hate my life. But life must go on. So, then I punished and tortured myself with crying and regretting. Is it worth it ? I don't know. For me, it the best way for me to release my feels. But until now, the regret never fade in myself. It keeps growing and growing. And it made me to waste more and more tears. I can't stop crying and rolled the tears on my cheeks. It hard. And if can, I don't want to be like this. Now, I already know the truth. I've got paid for my own mistakes. She already had the loved ones. Aww, I hope you happy with her.
Damn, even I said those thing but I'm crying while typing. Gosh, I'm so sad. Where the strong girl, Juliet gone ? She once was a strong girl.
Sorry, I'm not strong anymore. I'm weak now. I can't face it anymore.
Heyy, you. Thank you for everything. Let me cry for the whole day for the things I regret. It the way I punished myself. I'm so sorry. I can't stop blaming myself. And please don't said it your fault when its clearly shown that it was mine. I hope you'll be happy with her. Don't let her go like I did. She'll be the perfect one for you. And and I love you.
Thank you (,:
Lots of love, Juliet.