Adik, I'm sorry if because of me you become like this. I didn't mean too. And I also don't wanna make things worst. I just want to make something that can make things better. But at the same time, I don't wanna force you. I don't want to control you. You deserve to have your own life, to decide your own decision. No one had the right to control your life except your family. I just want the best of you, Adik.
But now things are worst. People didn't like the way we are right now. But who are they to advise and control us ? Do not hear what they said. We stay away from them and make our own life. Just be happy.
Also at the same time, I think of wanna let go of you. It not that I don't love you, Adik. But sometimes we had to sacrifice something that we love for our loved ones. That's what I'm usually do to my loved ones. Even sometimes, it hurting me inside. And you, out there. Keep away from us. Let us happy. If you're jealous, it is your own fault.
* I love you Adik. And I didn't even regret you being my sister (':