Now I know the truth. This year was a wonderful year but at the same a painful year. Know why ? Firstly, because true friends that there for you easy or hard are hard to find. I try to be nice to everyone but people still look down upon me. People still want to humiliated me. Is this my life should be ? Hm, I had a lot of friends. I've never thought to hate and be your enemy. I don't want to be your foe. I try my best to be your friend that you wanted. But you still keep on hurting and stabbing me from back. Hm, if you dislike me or have unsatisfied feelings towards me. Just tell me the truth. You don't need to hide it from me. I will try to understand why. But please, don't stab me from my back, say bad things about me and lie to me. I just want the truth. It okay if you don't wanna be my friend. I'll let you go. Hm, not everyone is perfect. And I know I'm not. Thank you for everything my friend. I appreciate this friendship so much. I didn't regret knew you. I love you so much friends.
You were nice to be before, but then you run away from me and ignored me. Is this the way you treat your others friend ? Or I'm the only one that deserved to treat like that ? I'm sorry for my mistakes and wrongdoings towards you (':