Sometimes there are something in this world that you can't have it forever. And sometimes you shouldn't hope too much on something that won't happen. And yes, it happened. It hurts actually when it happen right ? But there's nothing you can do. The strength is all you need. Today, there's a lot of things happened to me. But I faced it with an open heart. I don't want it to distract my study and myself. Right now, I want to focus on my study because I've got exam to go through. But we are human, what things that can get out of our mind right ? It makes feels uncomfortable with it. Hm, I really wanna let this feelings away. At the same time it hurts to let it go and to keep it. What the best choice ? Dear Allah, please help me. And make the best choice for me. I don't want it to become more serious. Falling in love is hard and I don't want to give a big hope on it. I hope it will fade sooner or later. I just don't like this feelings. It been a year I didn't feel it. But then you came (': Then, you take your request back. Well, I understand. Take your time. I don't wanna push you. And I don't want this things influenced me. I really want to focus on my study right now. But why I kept feel uncomfortable with this feelings ? Is it because I already fell for you ? Or because it been a long time I never felt this feelings ? And as for my little one, it up to you to be with who. I also don't wanna force you. As long as you happy. That enough for me. Hm, only Allah knows everything. And He knows the best for us. I hope this matter will solve.