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HEROES : ALLAH SWT, NABI MUHAMMAD SAW, FAMILY AND FRIENDS


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Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Ayah ♥♥

Handsome tak ? Hee, guys. This is my dad (: I just had a fight with him last week. And for me, its a huge fight. When it comes to a family fight, I'll be sensitive. I cried the whole night. I can't stand with this fight anymore. It all my fault. I can't be a good daughter for her. Hm. Ayah, I'm so sorry for everything. I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings. I'm sorry that I scolded you. I'm sorry that I can't be a good one for you. I know you will not forgive me again after this while. I hurt you a lot. And you already apologized me so many times. And you've said this is my last chance. I'll try my best to change for you. I'll try my best to be a better person than before. I'm scared. Scared that I'll hurt you again. And you won't forgive me again. No, I don't want that to happen. I still want him as my dad. The last one and forever.

Ayah, thank you for everything. I love you so much. And only Allah knows that. Its not that I don't respect you, but you have to understand me and the rest of family. You've changed a lot too. I think I can't said that to right ? I hope you noticed soon. And even you already forgive me, but you still hurt my feelings and try to look for my mistakes. Why Ayah ? Are you trying to test me ? Or Allah try to test me too ? Hm, dear Allah. Please give me the strength to go on with this life. And open my dad's heart to forgive me, to love me and to change for this family.

SAYA SAYANG AYAH