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Friday, December 30, 2011

Please, I'm begging you.

Dear sister, I'm over with all of this. Did you get it ? I'm sorry. But I'm tired with all of this drama. You suppose to understand me and respect my decision. Yes, I don't want you to disturb my life anymore and so do I. I just don't want anything to do with the both of you. I asked you girls to leave me nicely. Don't ever call or message me. And when the time comes, I will forgive you girls. I'm not a saints that can easily forgive others. I'm also a human just like you. I had feelings. Sad, happy and hurt. Did you ever think about that ? You didn't right ? Because if you did, things not going to be this worse. I already apologized you so many times. But you keep on make the same mistakes. I'm tired with those same mistakes. I don't want to repeat the same thing by forgiving you. Because I know even I forgive you, you will continue make those silly mistakes. Hurting and humiliating me. No, I'm not strong anymore. It okay. I understand you girls. Well, I'm the one who always been patience and understand you girls all this while. Never mind. Even I'm trying to be nice, but people still can't accept who I really am. Hm, its life. Life never run from trouble. I'm regretful to Allah because I'm strong to go through all of this. And I know I would be sinful for not apologizing you. But that's not compare to the sins that you'd done to me. Remind that. Once again I asked, please leave me alone. I want a happy life after this without the both of you. Let's just think that I was never exist in your life before. Just think that I'm dead. Can ? And let me dies in your memories. I'm just nothing but just a memory. Okay ? This time I'm begging. Get the hell out of my life. Thank you.