This feeling ♥♥

' Di sisimu aku terdiam seribu bahasa
Di hatiku bergetar sejuta rasa
Namun sukar untuk aku meluahkan
Ku cinta padamu '

You, remember this song ? Hm, this is our song. And when I miss you I'll hear it all by myself and it reminds me of you. I wish you knew how much I miss you. Hm, but it okay. Let me keep this feelings. I love this feelings so much. I want to keep it. I promised that I'll wait for you. And I will. If I can be brave, I would like to say I love you. But I'm not. I'm weak. I'm not ready to hear your answer. I'm scared to hear what you gonna say. It better for to keep this feelings. Thanks also for all the wonderful moments we had together. I'm gonna miss it. Gonna keep all those sweet moments in my heart (':

Dear H, I love you so much. Thank you for everything. I miss you. But I didn't force for you to feel the same way too. Okay ? I understand your situation. I'll wait for you. Always there for you. I'm sorry if I'm not perfect for you. There are better out there than me. Your happiness is the only thing I asked. I wish you were here.