I'm sorry I had to do this. This is my last decision. And I don't want to make this same mistakes again. Dear Allah, thank you for everything You did. Alhamdulillah, I'm strong enough to go through all of this. First of all, I want to apologize to my little sister. I'm sorry I being rude to you. That the only way to make you hate me. I guess it work. Hm, and yes. I noticed that you keep on blaming me. Well, it my fault then. But only Allah knows everything. I'm the one who's destroying and disturbing your life ? Wow, that a great accusation. Why don't you mirror yourself girl ? Shit, for your information, you're the one who destroying and disturbing my life. Oh, you can't see isn't it ? Poor girl. Then, face it girl ! If you didn't hurt me, humiliate me and cooperate with me to have a happy sibling relationship. You will never suffer like this. Its your own fault. Why you still can't see it ? Hm, and do you have to cry when I'm talked bad about you. Huh, did you ever thought how pain am I when you did the same thing to me ? Did you ever care whether I cry or not ? Did you ever care to take care of my feelings ? Nah, you didn't even once. You just keep on and keep on hurting me, humiliating me and blaming me. You didn't even noticed what you'd done. Because why ? Because you're selfish. So damn hell selfish. Yeah, you are. Maybe you didn't noticed but I did. I've been patience with you all this while. And this time, I'm not gonna be patience with you anymore. If can, I wanna slap you in the face. Oh, you want it to ? My pleasure. Come and face me damn it ! I can't stand with you anymore. Now, I already break up with ' her '. So now you can smile widely and have a ' sweet ' and ' happy ' relationship with her. I don't want to disturb you girls anymore. Get the hell out my life. I asked you nicely this time. If the both of you disturb me again, I'll use the hard way then. I don't want any troubles with you girls anymore. I don't want to add more sins in my list. Haha, well. Have a great relationship to the both of you. If you don't disturb me, then I'll do the same thing. Sorry adik, I have too. This is my decision and what she always wanted so much. No more ways to solve this matter. Thanks for everything. Halalkan everything that you gave to me. I will take a good care of it. Because it reminds me of you. Good bye. Forever.