Love is blind. Its complicated. I admit it. Love can come and go. I've been disappointed once before. Now, I have to go through it again. Hm, its life. And maybe its karma. I had hurt someone feelings now its my turn. Once I love someone, I will love them so much. But at the same time, when I hate someone, I will hate them so much too. The love that I felt inside gone. Yes, I don't feel love. I don't wanna live with love. For me, it doesn't exist. After what had happened, I can't feel the love anymore. I felt empty. If someone can show me and at the same time I feel those love, he's the one. I thought you were, but I was wrong. Why you hurt me like this ? Are you trying to take care others feeling ? Bullshit. Did you ever think about yourself ? You didn't mean to hurt me but for me you already did. Or maybe you just being selfish ? Think like it is all about your life. Did you once think about my feelings ? I respect your decision but at the same time it hurts me a lot. And for your information, you can't force someone to love a person. It come by itself. That what happen to me towards you. But after what had happened, it hard for me to accept you back. Even only as a friend. It makes me hate you more. Don't force me anymore. I'm sorry. But I'm no longer into you or any other guys. I don't want to be in any relationship. And if can, I don't want to be in love. Anymore. I appreciate for everything you did my friend. Well, we will stick as friend. I'm not into you anymore. You can stop feel guilty for giving me hope or whatever. But you have to stop to talk about this matter. I don't want to talk about it anymore. Just let it go. I have a new life. I don't care whatever you wanna do or say. Let me go with my own life. We will stay as a friend. But I can't meet you again. It makes me feel disgust to meet you. Forget whatever I had said to you before. Okayh friend ?