I was tried to avoiding you. Then, you came. I was tried to forget about you, but then you're there. Yes, I do still love you. I trying my best to forget you. But then I know I can't. Why you came the other day ? You know what ? My heart beats faster when I saw your face that day. I hate you. I hate myself. I hate those time. Because I miss you already. Damn, why I must go through all of this once again ? Dear, I love you so much. But please let me go. I still can't accept you as my friend. Because my love towards you is different. And its hard for me to make it fade away just like that. I miss your smile (': If you only knew how happy I was when I say your face, your smile. But at the same time, I hate it. Because I keep on thinking and missing you. Please, give me the strength to go through all of this. After those incidence, I dream about you. And its so sweet. It make me more harder to make this feelings fades away. Those dream was like this,
I was not in the mood that day. You were there. I'm working on that day. You sent me back home. But with my other two friends. You were so close with them until you forget about me. So I decided to walk away from you. I sit all alone in the corner. There's a group of guys came to me. They're trying to disturb me. You noticed it. But you walk away from me with my friends. You forget about me. I was so sad. I cried. I ran. You chased me and stop me in front. I cried harder. You said don't go. I hugged you. You replied it back and said that you knew that I was sad because of us. That why you want to meet me. You calmed me down. And then you sent me back home.
When I woke up, I wanted to cry. But I force myself not to. I wondered why I must dream about you ? I'm not thinking about you at all that time. I was sick. But you came in my dream. Let me tell you the truth. I still can't forget about you. I still miss you. And the most of all, I still love you. Thank you for everything my dear buddy and friend.
I was not in the mood that day. You were there. I'm working on that day. You sent me back home. But with my other two friends. You were so close with them until you forget about me. So I decided to walk away from you. I sit all alone in the corner. There's a group of guys came to me. They're trying to disturb me. You noticed it. But you walk away from me with my friends. You forget about me. I was so sad. I cried. I ran. You chased me and stop me in front. I cried harder. You said don't go. I hugged you. You replied it back and said that you knew that I was sad because of us. That why you want to meet me. You calmed me down. And then you sent me back home.
When I woke up, I wanted to cry. But I force myself not to. I wondered why I must dream about you ? I'm not thinking about you at all that time. I was sick. But you came in my dream. Let me tell you the truth. I still can't forget about you. I still miss you. And the most of all, I still love you. Thank you for everything my dear buddy and friend.