i cried again. )); and this time the serious thing. i never meant to hurt him. but we always fight. i can't stop cried every time i thinking about him and about us. and the most worried thing in my life. the ending of our relationship. if he reads this, please don't leave me. i will do the stupid thing in my life. i already give up to live. i'm weak. i just wanna die. i can't stand it anymore. if i have done wrong to all you guys out there. please forgive me. i hope before i do the stupid thing in my life. you guys will forgive me. so i can go calmly. thanks. ));
