let me share a story with u guys. i have many probs. and i know that this probs will never end. b'cuz i kept it alone all this while. but now my friends ; gbah, aen, shishi, teayung, atikah and rara ; already know about my probs. i don't want my bie and my family know about this matter. b'cuz the probs related to them. although my friends give me support. but i still can't stand on my feet. i cried all alone and i feel dying in my heart. and i think that my life is miserable. i hate it and i sick of it. i don't know whether my probs will solve or not. and sumtimes i just wanna leave this world. i don't like to live anymore. sumtimes i tried to kill myself. but i can't. u know what i mean. don't ask me what its mean. and i don't know why. )) ;
