* Sorry, I just can't put her picture. Or I will cry.
Sayang, I love you so much. I'm sorry I've to let you go. This is the only way and the best way that will solve this matter. I'm just not good enough for you my dear. I'm the one who cause all of this. I shouldn't came to your life. I'm ruined it all, didn't I ? Its not that I don't care about you my dear. But this is what ' she ' asked from me. And I already think this through. So, I decided to leave you and go on with ' her '. That all I can do. I just want to see you happy with ' her '. I don't want to see both of you fight again, cry again. This is all my fault. I don't even care about myself. I don't even care I have to cry and feel the pain all the time. I just care about you -- ! Please, I hope you won't feel hate to see me, to hear me. I want the best of you. And this is the best decision I can make. Promise me that you'll never forgot to pray to Allah and fasting. Please, take a good care of ' her '. She needs you more than me. And I know you need and love her more right ? You don't have to lie about it. I can see it. This is my last sacrifice that I've done for you. I know that you hurt with my decision. But I can't do anything. Everyone asked for it. Even my friends. They saw me sad every single day. They just don't want to see me cry again. That what friends are for. Thank you, my friends (':
You know what ? You're the most lovable and caring person that I've ever met. If can, I want you forever and ever. I'm sorry I broke my promise but I have to. I'm sorry also because I have to leave you. But there is one thing that I promise to you, that I'll wait for you until my last breath. InsyaAllah sayang, one day we'll be back together again. And we'll share every moments together again and that time, I won't let you go again. Thank you for everything that you did for me. I've really appreciate it. I'll keep our moments together in my heart forever. From now on, you're on your own. I love you, and I just can't believe I tried to avoid myself from missing you. You're the best I've ever had.
I'm sorry my dear )':
Sayang, I love you so much. I'm sorry I've to let you go. This is the only way and the best way that will solve this matter. I'm just not good enough for you my dear. I'm the one who cause all of this. I shouldn't came to your life. I'm ruined it all, didn't I ? Its not that I don't care about you my dear. But this is what ' she ' asked from me. And I already think this through. So, I decided to leave you and go on with ' her '. That all I can do. I just want to see you happy with ' her '. I don't want to see both of you fight again, cry again. This is all my fault. I don't even care about myself. I don't even care I have to cry and feel the pain all the time. I just care about you -- ! Please, I hope you won't feel hate to see me, to hear me. I want the best of you. And this is the best decision I can make. Promise me that you'll never forgot to pray to Allah and fasting. Please, take a good care of ' her '. She needs you more than me. And I know you need and love her more right ? You don't have to lie about it. I can see it. This is my last sacrifice that I've done for you. I know that you hurt with my decision. But I can't do anything. Everyone asked for it. Even my friends. They saw me sad every single day. They just don't want to see me cry again. That what friends are for. Thank you, my friends (':
You know what ? You're the most lovable and caring person that I've ever met. If can, I want you forever and ever. I'm sorry I broke my promise but I have to. I'm sorry also because I have to leave you. But there is one thing that I promise to you, that I'll wait for you until my last breath. InsyaAllah sayang, one day we'll be back together again. And we'll share every moments together again and that time, I won't let you go again. Thank you for everything that you did for me. I've really appreciate it. I'll keep our moments together in my heart forever. From now on, you're on your own. I love you, and I just can't believe I tried to avoid myself from missing you. You're the best I've ever had.
I'm sorry my dear )':