I'm sorry. I really want to post about this. I can't keep it anymore. My blog is the only place I told everything.
Adik, why you're doing this all to me ? Are you try to play with my feelings ? You sat there just now. With your beloved pet sister. Laughing and smiling. Aww, how happy you girls were. You making her smile, Adik. Thank you. I hope we can be like that too. Damn, how hurt I felt inside here ? But you're never know about it. And you'll never know it and understand me. You just thinking about yourself and yourself -- ! I'm sorry sayang. I'm not angry to you. I just follow what you asked me to do. You said that you wanna leave me alone. And I'll do the same as you do. You already hurting me, and I don't want it again. What's your reason actually ? If you love, show it to me. And by show it, don't hurt me anymore sayang.
Now, you already know everything. Thanks for everything. Honestly, I love you so much. And I don't know how to prove it to you anymore. Thanks for doing this to me. Thanks for making me cry like this. If everyone hate to me, it better for me to go. My dear, if one day you hear that I'm already gone. Please don't waste your tears sayang. Okayh ? Take care of yourself and please take care your sister too. Don't forgot your promises. I love you and I never felt regret knowing you dear. Adik adik, remember that one ? Is your name and mine. Aww, I will keep it sayang. I'll never forget everything that you did for me. And YOU (': Gonna miss our moments together. Thanks again.
Adik, why you're doing this all to me ? Are you try to play with my feelings ? You sat there just now. With your beloved pet sister. Laughing and smiling. Aww, how happy you girls were. You making her smile, Adik. Thank you. I hope we can be like that too. Damn, how hurt I felt inside here ? But you're never know about it. And you'll never know it and understand me. You just thinking about yourself and yourself -- ! I'm sorry sayang. I'm not angry to you. I just follow what you asked me to do. You said that you wanna leave me alone. And I'll do the same as you do. You already hurting me, and I don't want it again. What's your reason actually ? If you love, show it to me. And by show it, don't hurt me anymore sayang.
Now, you already know everything. Thanks for everything. Honestly, I love you so much. And I don't know how to prove it to you anymore. Thanks for doing this to me. Thanks for making me cry like this. If everyone hate to me, it better for me to go. My dear, if one day you hear that I'm already gone. Please don't waste your tears sayang. Okayh ? Take care of yourself and please take care your sister too. Don't forgot your promises. I love you and I never felt regret knowing you dear. Adik adik, remember that one ? Is your name and mine. Aww, I will keep it sayang. I'll never forget everything that you did for me. And YOU (': Gonna miss our moments together. Thanks again.