Dear A and H,
I'm sorry I have to do this. I need some time to be alone for a while. I need some space to think who is better for me. I'm sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable. But this is the only way. Forgive me. Firstly, I don't want to give high and false hope to you A. I do love you but only as a friend. I try my best to fall for you but I still can't. Maybe this is my destiny. And my lovely H, I'm sorry my dear. I am tired waiting for you. If can, I want to stop thinking and hoping you. But I can't. You're the one who open my heart once and it will be forever. But you didn't try to get me, to love me. Its like you're giving hopes to me. So now, I decided to keep our distance apart. It will lessen my love to the both of you. Maybe this decision is harsh but its the only way. If can, I want to throw away you guys from my life. I really don't want to choose between the two of you. I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings. As you love me, I love him much. I want to stop this and start all over again. I want to correct the misunderstanding between the three of us. Hm, dear Allah. Please show me the way. Show me who's the one for me. And yet, I'm not ready to be in a relationship. Its hard for me to accept any other guy. I don't want to repeat the same mistakes before. Yes, I'm loveless. I'm not easy to be fall for a person. Past teach me a lesson. If there's a really a guy out there that can change the way I think, I felt about being in a relationship, being fall in love. He's the one.
I'm sorry I have to do this. I need some time to be alone for a while. I need some space to think who is better for me. I'm sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable. But this is the only way. Forgive me. Firstly, I don't want to give high and false hope to you A. I do love you but only as a friend. I try my best to fall for you but I still can't. Maybe this is my destiny. And my lovely H, I'm sorry my dear. I am tired waiting for you. If can, I want to stop thinking and hoping you. But I can't. You're the one who open my heart once and it will be forever. But you didn't try to get me, to love me. Its like you're giving hopes to me. So now, I decided to keep our distance apart. It will lessen my love to the both of you. Maybe this decision is harsh but its the only way. If can, I want to throw away you guys from my life. I really don't want to choose between the two of you. I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings. As you love me, I love him much. I want to stop this and start all over again. I want to correct the misunderstanding between the three of us. Hm, dear Allah. Please show me the way. Show me who's the one for me. And yet, I'm not ready to be in a relationship. Its hard for me to accept any other guy. I don't want to repeat the same mistakes before. Yes, I'm loveless. I'm not easy to be fall for a person. Past teach me a lesson. If there's a really a guy out there that can change the way I think, I felt about being in a relationship, being fall in love. He's the one.