A wonderful date isn't it ? I wish its meaningful to me but its not. Even I like this date so much but I can't lie about my true feelings anymore. This was the date when a guy told about his feelings to me. He's a loyal and loving person. It was so sweet. I almost cry. He's too good for me. I'm not the one for him. And I have my own reason. He asked whether we still keep on with friend or else. I decided to go on with this friendship. It was a lovely date but for me its nothing. Sincerely, yes I do love him but only as a friend. Not more than that. I've already said that to him. And he accepted it. He didn't force me to love anyone else but he will always wait for me. Damn, why this type of guy must have in this world ? Its hard for me to keep the distance between us. He's such a nice person and I don't wanna hurt his feelings. Yes, I love someone else. And he knew that too. Even he's trying his best to get me, but my heart still can't open for him. Maybe not now. InsyaAllah, when the time comes. We'll be together. I'm so sorry my dear if I'm trying to give you hope. I didn't meant too. But I tried too keep our distance but at the same time I don't wanna hurt your feelings. If only I can open my heart for other guy. But even this guy already done so much things for me, my heart still can't be open for him. Its like this heart already for the same guy. But even I keep on and keep on waiting for him, he's still didn't notice it. It okay. Dear, I'm sorry. Again. I don't want to play your feelings again. You can keep on trying but don't push so hard. I don't want to give you false hope. I hope you understand. I do love you but only as a friend. Thank you.