Even though I'm in a serious relationship right now, but my heart and my thoughts always about him. I miss him. Deeply. I wish he knew. I'm sorry. Don't regret for anything. I want you to know. That my heart is only for you. I will wait for you. One day, we will be together but just not now. I believe in Allah's faith that we are meant to be together. InsyaAllah, but not this time. Yet we are so far away, but my mind is all about you. Wish we can meet again. Have those lovely time together. Sometimes I wonder, do you feel the same way as I felt ? Do you miss our moments as The Elmo's ? Talk about Elmo, how was my Elmo that I gave to you ? I miss it same as I miss you. Cuddle it when you miss me, okay ? I didn't even once forget about you. Every seconds, minutes and hours I keep thinking about you. Only Allah knows how much I miss you. I wanted to text or call you but I'm scared. Whatever its is, we still friends right ? I didn't even regret for not having you as my boyfriend in this short life. I want you to be my partner in this world and the afterlife. Amin. I know what I asked is too much. And we didn't know what gonna happen to each of us. But I pray it will come true. Will you wait for me the same as I did ? And as for you, don't regret for what had happen. Always believe in me, believe in Allah.