He is Hazim Ikram. My Mr. Elmo. Always and forever.
I'm so sorry my dear. I didn't mean to hurt you. I didn't mean to play with your feelings. If you only know the truth. I love you so much my dear. I want to tell you the truth. I miss you. I miss our moments together. I wish I can turn back time and correct my mistakes. Can you forgive me ? Did you know that I always pray that you will be mine forever ? Did you know that I wish you be my partner in this life ? To be together ? Hm, I always for our happiness. But this is not the time for us to be together. Dear, know that I do love you. And will always do. Even I belong to someone now, it doesn't mean my heart belongs to him. It belongs to you. Yes, I admit it. I hurt you. As well as myself. It does hurt. Now, I know how you felt. But I have to go on my life. You have to know the reason why. I don't want us to be enemy when we're in a relationship. That the reason. Because I'm scared. Scared of losing you. Scared of hating you. Scared to hate you. No, I can't. I'm not that strong to do that. Will you wait for me as I do for you ? Its not your fault. Its mine for not understand you all this while. Forgive me (':