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Sunday, January 15, 2012

Ain't love you no more (;

Dear FS, I'm so sorry my dear. This is my last and only decision. Hope you respect it. Its the only way to settle this matter. And yes, I do miss you. But my love for already fade away. The hatred inside me to you grow stronger and stronger. You're just not the same person I've knew before. Let just our relationship became a memory. There's no more love between us. I hate you and so to her too. I'm sorry but I've to admit. I'm not a fake person like SHE is. I'm straight forward saying that I hate you both so much. Thank you for making me like this. You girls messed up my life especially you little crap and fake girl. Damn you ! Hm, I've never met a crazy and evil person like you before. I can't believe that you heart are so evil. I understand. We all are human. And not everyone in this world are perfect. I'm sorry I have to scold you that night. I want to tell you the truth. All this while I've been patience so much. I can't stand it anymore. You should understand me better. But no, you still put the blame on me and never admit what you've done. Hm, I know I can't be a perfect sister for you. But I tried. Sorry too I can't get rid all the things that you gave to me. I want to keep it. I'm not a cruel person. I appreciate everything you did for me. I want it to become a wonderful tale. Yes, I cried that night. Remembering all of our memories and moments together. But those tears are nothing. Its just wasted because you never try to get me back. If you love me, you should be. But you're not. Now I know. One day, we will be together again. But just not now because I ain't love you sister. There's no more love for you in my heart. You were dead to me. And you have to do that to me too.