Assalamualaikum wbt.
During my college study, I had this two persons who always there for me. Whom place a special place in my heart. The one who always support me from my back, catch me when I'm fall. Fadilla Syafrizal Syah & Mawa Hamzah. Yes Allah, I do glad to have that.
As you all may know, I faced a difficult time right now. And yes, it is hard. But I can't face it without them. They care about me, concern about me. They shared my problems, my sadness, my tears. And yes, I can't find someone else that can replace them.
Fadilla Syafrizal Syah, saya rindu awak. Dulu kat kolej, awak selalu memberi nasihat kpd saya. Memberi motivasi kpd saya. And still, awak masih seperti dulu. Hahaha, thanks for the tazkirah awak berikan pada saya sampai lewat malam. Dulu awak pernah menghadapi perkara yg sama. Jikalau lah saya kuat seperti awak. Tetapi awak berkata ;
'Awak lebih kuat dari yg awak sangka. I know it takes time.'
'Ingat perempuan yg baik utk lelaki yg baik sahaja.'
Walaupun awak tiada di sini, tapi saya dapat merasakan awak di sisi saya. Sama seperti saya merasakan Allah. Saya merasakannya.
Mawa Hamzah, jasa awak terlalu byk kpd saya. Alahamdulillah, amalan yg awak suruh saya amalkan. Alhamdulillah, saya amalkan. Saya mendapat kelapangan dada, ketenangan hati & jiwa. Saya kurang memikirkan pasal dia sekarang.
'Baca Yassin. Dan berdoalah pada Ilahi. Dia Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui'
Ya Allah, saya bersyukur ya Allah. Dalam kesedihan hamba, kau memberikan kegembiraan. Kau hadirkan mereka yg selalu dpt membimbing hamba ke jalan-Mu. Yg sentiasa mengingatkan hamba kepada-Mu. Terima kasih ya Allah.
Fad & Mawa, please stay with me. Until Jannah.
:')